Ok. So today I wrote a lenthy post in my other blog. I have been reflecting on the depression assoicated with the obesity. Lowself esteem and body dysmorphia. I am trying to trace these issues in my life. If I know the origins then I am better able to deal with them.
I am tired of lowself esteem. Of fear. Of negativity. Of loneliness (and yes I am lonely). I wonder why I am not married now. Several guys coming to me but no meaningful relationship. Whats up with me. Whats up with me. Whats up with me??????
I wanna be free. I wanna be free. I want to cut the ties holding me and live free. I want my esteem back. I want it and I want it real bad.
Gatta go. See you soon.
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